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This program me contains
strong language throughout

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[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYS]

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[BIRDS SING]

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Yeah, she looked beautiful.

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I wonder what she'd be like
because, you know, she is different.

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You know what, I was
really shocked by the... um

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the name.

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Yeah, good, really good.

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You all right?

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You all right?

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Yeah, you? Yep. Good, thanks.

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What've you got for dinner?

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Pasta.

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Nice.

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You all right?

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Yeah, good.

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How are you?

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Yeah, you seem stressed.

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Stressed?

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Yeah, you seem... No, I'm fine.

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Well, something's bothered you.

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No.

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No, but, um

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Ava and Barry are engaged.

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Hmm.

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They're going to Barcelona
for the weekend to celebrate.

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Nice.

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Yeah.

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Why's that bothered you?

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Huh? Why's it bothered you?

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It hasn't bothered me.

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You seem

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upset by it.

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I'm just saying how nice.

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Yeah, I don't know why it's
had such an effect on you.

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Well, she's having a better
day than I am, isn't she?

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She's engaged, and she's
going to bloody Barcelona.

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So?

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What do you mean "so"?

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Well, why has that

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why's that affecting
you so much?

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Well, just, you know

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that's all I've heard all day.

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What have I got to tell her?

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What have I done? Where am
I going? Nothing. Nowhere.

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It's like I don't know what
to talk about any more.

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Because we're both busy and you know how busy
I am at work at the minute. We will go away.

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Yeah, I'm busy as... It's not like we're
never going to go away again, is it?

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Well, it feels like that
sometimes, I'll be honest.

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I'm not asking
for an engagement,

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I'm asking for, like, us
to just do shit together.

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Just do things, because I
have nothing to talk about.

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I'm a hairdresser, all I ask all day is,
"What are you doing? "Are you going anywhere?"

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"Da-la-la-la-la," and
they ask me and I go,

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"Nah, I'm just
going to go home,"

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"cook, clean, go to
Ikea at the weekend."

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Oh, right, I didn't realise our
life was so depressing for you.

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No, I didn't mean it like
that. That came out wrong.

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I just...

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You can't let these people tell
you what's wrong with your life.

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All right, there's no
need to let it bother you.

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It's mental.

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Honestly.

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We've got a good life.

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We've got our own space.

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Two cars.

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I know.

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All right?

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What we've got is good.

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And you shouldn't be jealous
of other people. It's silly.

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All right?

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Yes, darling, are you?

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Yeah.

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Everything OK?

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Yeah.

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I'm really sorry, though.

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What for?

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For just

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being

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me.

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For being really
difficult this week.

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I'm just

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I'm sorry.

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It's not your fault.

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I don't know why I'm
taking it out on you.

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Thank you.

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I was wondering
what I'd done wrong.

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You haven't.

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You haven't done anything wrong.

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Just my stupid head.

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Hey, come on,

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you're just very
sensitive... I'm sorry.

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That's all it is.
I know. I'm sorry.

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Well, thank you. I
won't be any more.

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You just let things
bother you too much,

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you get all het up
and... I know, I know.

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Just me and you chilling
tonight. Can't wait.

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I'll cook us some food.

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I'm out tonight.

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Are you? What, at the gym?

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No, I'm going for a
drink with the girls.

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I texted you. What, out, out?

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Well, to the pub.

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It's not out, I'm going
in my work clothes.

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But... Oh, right.

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You text me?

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Yeah. Last week.

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Emily's birthday.

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Oh, right.

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I didn't... I
didn't... I didn't...

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I don't remember getting that.

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Thought we could have a night
together in front of the telly.

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But, hey, it's your
friend's birthday, so...

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No, I don't...

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It's not a big birthday
and it's only the pub,

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I don't have to go.

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It's not, like, her 30th
or anything like that?

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No, she's like 32, 33.

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Oh, right.

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Um, I don't have to
go, I'll cancel it.

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I mean... No, I'll
cancel it, it's fine.

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I'll text her now.

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I think that's the right
decision anyway, darling. I think

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you're quite tired
at the minute, and

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I'll make us something
nice for dinner.

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You can come back,
put your feet up.

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I'm sure she'll understand.

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You see them all day at
work anyway, don't you?

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No, I know.

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Kiss, kiss.

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See you in a bit. Have
a good day, darling.

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Wish her a happy
birthday from me.

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Yeah.

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Sorry about that.

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We're running out
of milk, aren't we?

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I don't know, I didn't notice.

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Yeah, we are.

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I can't see much
in the fridge, bab.

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Did you do some shopping?

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No.

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What did you want?

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Don't know, I just don't feel
that inspired, that's all.

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But I'll write a little
list out or something.

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I'm sure you will, yeah.

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[ADAM SIGHS]

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Yeah.

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[NICOLA SIGHS]

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I thought you were
doing the cooking?

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Yeah, I was going to, but

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you do it so much
better, don't you?

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No, I know.

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What do you fancy?

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I'm not sure.

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Are you all right? I just want
to make sure you're all right.

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I'm fine. OK.

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What do you want for tea? You
can tell me anything, you know?

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I know, but maybe
I'm just hungry.

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What do you want for tea?

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Um

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Hmm... pasta bake maybe?

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Well, I've got everything
in that you should need

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for pasta bake.

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So... Perfect.

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There we go.

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Going out?

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Yeah, I'm going to the gym.

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Oh

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Really?

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I just

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I thought I was supposed
to be making pasta bake.

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Um... well, I
won't be that long.

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I'm just

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I'm in the mood, so

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might as well take
it whilst it's here.

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You can come with
me, if you like?

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Ah, no, I don't really

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don't really fancy it today.

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I'm not

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I'm not dead happy
about the leggings.

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What? I just don't

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I don't feel like.

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I just don't think
it's appropriate.

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Appropriate? Yeah.

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I'm not wearing hot pants,

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Adam, they're leggings. Yeah.

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I'm completely covered.

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I mean, you're just
working out, are you?

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Yeah.

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So, who's this for?

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What?

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This. Who's this for?

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This is... ..this is
just clothes I've bought.

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And you've seen me in before.

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Fine.

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You know how I feel,
I've said my bit.

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So, can I go, or not?

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ADAM SCOFFS

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Well, look, if I go to
the gym and I come back

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and we've got a massive
problem, I'd rather not go.

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Fine. Fine. No, Adam, I'm not
going to go to the gym now...

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No, go to the fucking
gym. ..because of this.

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Just go. Do what you want.

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I don't give a fuck.

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Honestly, just do what you want. Well, no,
I give a fuck now because this has happened.

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Do what you like.

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Oh, God, babe, listen.

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Get your gym bag.

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No, I'm not going.

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Adam.

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What is this, like...?

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I just feel like this
is for somebody else.

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Oh, my God, right, so
you think I'm cheating.

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Don't put that on me.

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I don't necessarily think
you're cheating, I just think

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you probably like the
attention off other guys.

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I don't talk to them.

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I don't.

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Why are you being so funny
with me? I don't get it.

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I just feel weird. I feel like I
can sense a weird energy from you,

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and I'm just, I don't know...

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I'm not being weird,

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I'm being

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normal.

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It just...

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It just worries me, you know?

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I just love you so much.

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Yeah, I know.

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Good morning.

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Thanks.

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How you feeling?

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Yeah, fine. You sleep OK?

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Mm.

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I, I owe you an apology.

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And I'm sorry.

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I... I don't feel like I've

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given you enough recently and,

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and that's on me.

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I know my jealousy
gets the better of me,

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and I need to deal with it.

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I shouldn't have
behaved like that.

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You deserve to be
treated better.

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And I know that I'm.

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I'm not being as
good as I could be.

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And I need to be making
more time and more effort.

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Mm.

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That's, yeah, I mean, I don't
really know what to say.

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You don't. I'm not saying this
so that you have to say anything,

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this is, this is all me.

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And I just want you to know
that I'm going to change,

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I'm going to make a conscious
effort to make sure that this

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we don't get to
this place again.

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I'm sorry. I love you.

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I love you too.

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I was thinking, I could
take you away, to sort of...

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You don't need to do that.

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You don't solve
things by just...

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No, I know. You're
right, it doesn't,

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and that's not... Honestly,
that's not why I'm doing it.

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I just... we deserve
some time away.

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We deserve some time
out of this house,

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away from this street.
Oh, that would be nice.

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Yeah. That's, you
know, for both of us.

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We both need it. I need it
as well and it'll make me

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be better you know.

265
00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:19,976
I'm just, I'm at work every fucking
day and I'm sick of that office,

266
00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:23,776
and it's not having... I don't
like myself at the minute.

267
00:14:23,800 --> 00:14:25,736
No, you don't need to
say things like that.

268
00:14:25,760 --> 00:14:27,136
No, I mean it, I'm not just...

269
00:14:27,160 --> 00:14:30,240
Honestly, I'm not just
saying things, I mean it.

270
00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:32,816
Where you thinking?

271
00:14:32,840 --> 00:14:35,816
Well, I was thinking maybe
go and see a show in London.

272
00:14:35,840 --> 00:14:37,216
What?

273
00:14:37,240 --> 00:14:38,576
Yeah, I mean. As if.

274
00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:39,976
You hate those things.

275
00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:41,256
No, I know that you don't.

276
00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:43,800
No, I love them. Yeah, exactly.

277
00:14:45,440 --> 00:14:46,976
Babe, that's really sweet. Yeah?

278
00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:50,080
Yeah. I'm excited.

279
00:14:51,320 --> 00:14:52,496
I just

280
00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:55,056
I fucking love you so much.

281
00:14:55,080 --> 00:14:56,856
And I don't want to lose you

282
00:14:56,880 --> 00:14:59,456
and I'm just worried that
I've been such a dick.

283
00:14:59,480 --> 00:15:00,936
I'm not losing you.

284
00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:02,896
You're not. It's
not. Look, it's fine.

285
00:15:02,920 --> 00:15:07,360
We just... You know, this is what
happens, this is relationships.

286
00:15:19,040 --> 00:15:21,920
One second, I thought that
was supposed to be Tuesday.

287
00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:27,416
Oh, shit, yes. No,
he's right, he's right.

288
00:15:27,440 --> 00:15:28,760
Yeah, no.

289
00:15:29,680 --> 00:15:31,016
Brilliant.

290
00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:33,280
Thank you, Sally.
I owe you. Bye-bye.

291
00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:36,360
For fuck sake.

292
00:15:39,560 --> 00:15:40,720
Night, Adam.

293
00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:01,840
Ey up!

294
00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:10,080
Hello!

295
00:16:11,640 --> 00:16:12,800
What you doing?

296
00:16:14,760 --> 00:16:16,576
You're late.

297
00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:18,720
Yeah, what's happened? Nothing.

298
00:16:21,840 --> 00:16:24,776
Thought you might have been at
work, booking the weekend in London,

299
00:16:24,800 --> 00:16:26,440
is that why you're late?

300
00:16:27,520 --> 00:16:29,200
No. No?

301
00:16:31,720 --> 00:16:34,160
No, that's not why I'm late.

302
00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:38,200
But you forgot?

303
00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:41,936
Yeah, I forgot.

304
00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:43,216
Yeah, I bet you did.

305
00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:45,136
Cheers, Adam. Nice one.

306
00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:46,656
It just... it just
slipped my mind.

307
00:16:46,680 --> 00:16:48,680
No, I'm sure it
did. It always does.

308
00:16:49,720 --> 00:16:51,536
You're selfish and

309
00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:53,216
that's how you go.

310
00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:55,216
So that's not happening
then, just so I'm sure.

311
00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:56,336
No, it is, it will.

312
00:16:56,360 --> 00:16:58,416
Just because I'd told
all the girls at work.

313
00:16:58,440 --> 00:16:59,736
But it is going to happen.

314
00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:01,096
Weeks has passed now.

315
00:17:01,120 --> 00:17:05,256
Yeah. I... So, erm, just...
just be clear with me, Adam.

316
00:17:05,280 --> 00:17:08,056
I am always... No, no,
no, just be... You're not.

317
00:17:08,080 --> 00:17:10,096
You feed me bullshit

318
00:17:10,120 --> 00:17:12,696
and you make out like
you're fucking perfect

319
00:17:12,720 --> 00:17:15,256
and that you're going to do this,
and you're going to do that,

320
00:17:15,280 --> 00:17:17,176
and it never sees the
light of day, does it?

321
00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:20,216
So, I'd rather you don't
say anything at all,

322
00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:23,656
and I know exactly where I stand
so I don't look like an absolute

323
00:17:23,680 --> 00:17:27,976
twat at work when everyone around me
is doing a million different things.

324
00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:30,136
And not because they
fucking booked it,

325
00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:32,816
because their partners have
booked it, because they thought.

326
00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:34,896
"Oh, I know, maybe they
want to do something,"

327
00:17:34,920 --> 00:17:36,376
"maybe it's something for her."

328
00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:39,936
I mean... But what
a wanker am I with,

329
00:17:39,960 --> 00:17:43,016
when I'm at work and they're going,
"Oh, does Adam not do that for you?"

330
00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:45,456
Does he fuck? He
doesn't do anything.

331
00:17:45,480 --> 00:17:47,816
Because he just talks
shit all the time

332
00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:50,136
and then I stupidly go
along with it, thinking.

333
00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:53,640
"Oh, yeah, that's great". I
fucking just let you back in again.

334
00:17:58,600 --> 00:18:00,416
Going silent again?
Playing the victim?

335
00:18:00,440 --> 00:18:01,776
Is that what you're doing?

336
00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:03,776
Yeah. I was waiting for
you to finish your piece.

337
00:18:03,800 --> 00:18:05,936
Well, I was waiting for you
to apologise, but then I'm

338
00:18:05,960 --> 00:18:09,256
so sick of hearing you say sorry at
the minute, I don't really want it.

339
00:18:09,280 --> 00:18:11,456
So, you might as well just
play on your PlayStation,

340
00:18:11,480 --> 00:18:13,616
do what you always do,
whatever is good for you,

341
00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:17,016
because I'm sure you've probably
had a much busier day than I have.

342
00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:20,216
Because you always have, it's
always, "I'm busy, work's too much."

343
00:18:20,240 --> 00:18:22,376
Never worrying about how
my work might have been,

344
00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:23,776
how busy I might have been.

345
00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:25,896
I'm on my fucking feet all
day. What are you doing?

346
00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,200
Sat down on your arse?

347
00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,496
Do you know what?

348
00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:36,856
There's nothing in for tea.

349
00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:39,336
So, if you're hungry,
you'll have to go out.

350
00:18:39,360 --> 00:18:40,760
No, I'm not going out.

351
00:18:44,920 --> 00:18:47,496
I fucking... Do you know what?

352
00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:48,896
This isn't fair.

353
00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:50,256
You're not bothered, are you?

354
00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:52,456
The one time I fucking
stand up for myself

355
00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:54,616
and you stand there
doing fuck all.

356
00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:56,936
Cos you don't give a shit,
do you? What can I say?

357
00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:59,416
There wasn't a fucking gap
anywhere for me to say anything.

358
00:18:59,440 --> 00:19:00,976
No, Adam, it's
all about actions.

359
00:19:01,000 --> 00:19:03,976
I've heard it, I've
heard your fucking shit.

360
00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,760
It's been going since I walked
through the bastard door.

361
00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:10,656
Don't ever raise your
fucking voice at me again.

362
00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:12,176
And don't ever point in my face.

363
00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:14,096
If you want to get
fucking like that, Adam.

364
00:19:14,120 --> 00:19:16,936
You're the one who started with me,
you're the one that got aggressive

365
00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:19,856
with me as soon as I walked through
the door, not the other way around.

366
00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,976
I didn't get aggressive,
that's such bollocks.

367
00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:24,496
I was telling you how I am
because I'm so sick of it.

368
00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:26,856
You know there's other men
out there, there's other guys,

369
00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:29,576
there is men out there, they
exist, where they look after

370
00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:31,976
people by thinking what they
want to do, and make sure

371
00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,656
that they fucking
see things through,

372
00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:36,016
instead of just talking
bullshit. Go and find one then.

373
00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:38,536
Yeah, I might. If you think
someone will put up with this shit,

374
00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:41,256
then go and find one then. Oh, my
God. Are you fucking joking, Adam?

375
00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:43,136
I do everything for you,
I do all the cooking,

376
00:19:43,160 --> 00:19:45,576
your fucking washing, your
ironing, your God knows what.

377
00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:47,096
Yeah, I pay for it all.

378
00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:49,136
Oh, fucking hell,
right, and I don't work?

379
00:19:49,160 --> 00:19:50,816
I work my bollocks off, Adam,

380
00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:53,176
and if this is a competition
of money, it's not going to

381
00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:55,736
interest me because I'm not
interested in your fucking money.

382
00:19:55,760 --> 00:19:57,296
You're the one that
brought money up.

383
00:19:57,320 --> 00:19:58,416
No, you brought money up.

384
00:19:58,440 --> 00:20:01,256
You said you're the one who earned.
I'm the one who does everything.

385
00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:04,256
See everything in this house?
I've made it a home, not you.

386
00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:05,936
You know, you want your tea?

387
00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:08,600
Go and get your tea, Adam, I'm
sick of being your fucking mum.

388
00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:07,776
Baby, you OK?

389
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,336
What you doing?

390
00:21:09,360 --> 00:21:11,640
I just wanted to see if you're
all right. Yeah, I'm fine.

391
00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:16,480
Nice of you to ask
halfway through the day.

392
00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:19,576
What's going on?

393
00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:22,696
I don't know, Adam. We
haven't spoke all day,

394
00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:24,856
and we had a massive
argument last night.

395
00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:27,656
So, I'm guessing we're just
being funny with each other?

396
00:21:27,680 --> 00:21:31,376
I was giving you some space, and
then you're literally throwing

397
00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:33,840
the pans back in the
cupboard so I thought...

398
00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:38,016
What's on your mind? Talk to me.

399
00:21:38,040 --> 00:21:40,456
Loads of stuff's on my
mind. Go on, then. OK.

400
00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:44,216
I'm not... I'm not sure what's
happening at the minute.

401
00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:46,440
I don't know where
your head's at, but

402
00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:50,040
like... I don't know.

403
00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,760
This just doesn't seem to
be working at the moment.

404
00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:58,576
We're not working and we
haven't been for a while.

405
00:21:58,600 --> 00:22:02,656
On top of all that crap last
night, there's your jealousy.

406
00:22:02,680 --> 00:22:07,576
You know, saying what I do, the
way I do it, maybe what I wear.

407
00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:08,840
Like.

408
00:22:10,240 --> 00:22:12,440
I'm not going to lie,
alarm bells ring.

409
00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:16,200
It's weird.

410
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:20,256
I just feel like we might
need to, I don't know,

411
00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:21,600
I don't know if we need

412
00:22:23,440 --> 00:22:26,800
a break or just a
massive chat, or just...

413
00:22:27,920 --> 00:22:30,616
But we need to be
on the same page

414
00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:32,280
cos something's got to change.

415
00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:34,720
I'm not happy, Adam.

416
00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:40,560
Do you not agree?

417
00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:46,576
No?

418
00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:50,936
No, I don't really see where
you're coming from, if I'm honest.

419
00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:52,080
I think.

420
00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:56,240
I think this has been blown
out of proportion a little bit.

421
00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:01,616
I honestly don't recognise anything
you're accusing me of, so...

422
00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:06,336
It's not an accusation, it's...
I'm telling you how I feel.

423
00:23:06,360 --> 00:23:09,816
I think it's just a
bit silly, really.

424
00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:12,096
OK. If I'm honest. I haven't
really got time for it.

425
00:23:12,120 --> 00:23:13,160
All right.

426
00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:15,920
Neither have I.

427
00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:46,456
[MUSIC: You're Beautiful
by James Blunt]

428
00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,736
♪ But I won't lose
no sleep on that

429
00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:52,240
♪ Cos I've got a plan

430
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:55,080
♪ You're beautiful

431
00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:58,120
♪ You're beautiful

432
00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:01,016
♪ You're beautiful

433
00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:02,440
♪ It's true

434
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:09,400
♪ I saw your face
in a crowded place

435
00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:15,200
♪ And I don't know what to do

436
00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:21,240
♪ Cos I'll never be with you. ♪

437
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,336
That's good. The boys
can have a drink. Yeah.

438
00:25:33,360 --> 00:25:35,016
It's nice to see the
two of them together.

439
00:25:35,040 --> 00:25:38,656
Yeah. I mean, they've never
really spoke, have they? Yeah.

440
00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:40,216
It'll be good. Yeah.

441
00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:43,056
The house is beautiful.
You're engaged.

442
00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:45,296
I know. I mean, it's the
perfect thing, isn't it?

443
00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:47,656
Do you know, I don't want to
be one of those smug fuckers,

444
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:49,856
but it really feels
like that. Yeah. Yeah.

445
00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:52,000
Like it really feels
like that. Yeah.

446
00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:55,616
Aw. I know.

447
00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:57,376
Ugh, right, being all daft.

448
00:25:57,400 --> 00:25:59,976
Do you want one of these,
love? Yeah, perfect.

449
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:03,216
Yeah? Are you good? Yeah, great.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah? You sure?

450
00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:05,696
Yeah, all good. Yeah? Yeah.

451
00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:06,816
Yeah.

452
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:08,896
Just, um...

453
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:10,656
No. No goss, really. No goss?

454
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:12,776
No. No goss.

455
00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:14,816
Um...

456
00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:16,736
What have we been doing?

457
00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:19,216
No, nothing to report. No?

458
00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:20,896
No.

459
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:22,896
I mean, I'm a
charcoal man, really,

460
00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:26,016
but look at the amount of stuff I
can get on here. Yeah, that's huge.

461
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:27,936
And it just made sense.

462
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:30,376
Just easier, as well. It's like
having an oven outside, isn't it?

463
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:32,736
You just turn it on whenever
you want. Yeah. Yeah.

464
00:26:32,760 --> 00:26:34,416
You got one? Have you got an...?

465
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:36,296
You haven't got an
outdoor space, have you?

466
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,576
We've got... Yeah, we have.
We ain't got... It's not...

467
00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:41,216
We've not got it turfed, though.
So you haven't got any grass? No.

468
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,696
We've got one of those little
charcoal barbecues. Yep.

469
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:46,336
No, we're talking about doing
it up at the minute. Are you?

470
00:26:46,360 --> 00:26:47,416
Yeah, yeah.

471
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:48,576
Oh, wow.

472
00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:50,536
I find the list of
rules quite interesting

473
00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,216
that she's got up for Barry.

474
00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:54,360
I'm surprised Nicky's not
got one of them for me.

475
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:58,616
"Help others, work hard,

476
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:01,056
"share..." That's just
what... "be grateful."

477
00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:04,136
NICOLA TITTERS Bit
fucking ridiculous, innit?

478
00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:06,176
I was just saying, is that
how you keep him in line?

479
00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:08,416
My mum got me that. Did she?
Yeah. Yeah, that's nice.

480
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:10,736
Hiya, babe. Please don't do
this, Adam. I'm begging you.

481
00:27:10,760 --> 00:27:13,536
It feels good to have stuff like
that around you, though, doesn't it?

482
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,856
Yeah, exactly. It's good to
have a... I like a good quote.

483
00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:18,856
If you need reminding.

484
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:21,496
Some people do, don't they?
Don't get that myself.

485
00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:23,096
A good marriage
doesn't need rules.

486
00:27:23,120 --> 00:27:25,696
It's just also good
vibes in the house.

487
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:28,736
You know, you want it
to be positive energy.

488
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:31,816
Perfect. Not perf...
Well... [BARRY CHUCKLES]

489
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:33,896
Twisting my words.
I'm not saying that.

490
00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:37,256
Do you mind if I have a fag?
Can I smoke? Yeah, it's fine.

491
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:39,816
Is that all right? I'll stand
up... I'll stand up on the grass.

492
00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:42,296
Yeah, do you mind? Sorry, I'm
really queasy. It's not, um,

493
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:44,696
but I can't bear the smell.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, really?

494
00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:46,816
Yeah, I can't bear it, it
makes me feel really ill.

495
00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:48,656
What's up? Sorry?

496
00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:51,176
What's up? You seem a bit edgy.

497
00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:53,376
No, no, it's fine.

498
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:55,056
You never smoked,
then, Barry, no?

499
00:27:55,080 --> 00:27:57,136
No, never smoked.

500
00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:58,536
Even when you were young?

501
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:01,496
Well, I probably nicked one of my
mum's fags, but that's about it.

502
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:05,456
Don't need the prop. Don't
need it. [BARRY CHUCKLES]

503
00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:07,216
Do you get on with
your neighbours?

504
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,096
Yeah. Yeah, they're
lovely. Are they? Yeah.

505
00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:12,056
I suppose you'd have to, wouldn't
you? Cos they're close, aren't they?

506
00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:13,520
I mean, this is quite...

507
00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:16,736
Think I'd put a trellis up
or something. Yeah, maybe.

508
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:19,736
Some flowers going across would be
nice. We've been doing inside first,

509
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:22,136
then we put the
conservatory on, so... Yeah.

510
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:26,176
Do you do this thing, Ava, with
the odd earring in? Like the...

511
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:29,536
Nicky likes to do this thing
with a, like, random earring in.

512
00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:31,456
Oi, don't talk to her like that.

513
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,056
I'm just... I'm just saying.
It's... I'd never seen it before.

514
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:36,856
Yeah, I've got one there. You've
got one and all? Yeah, I've got one.

515
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,976
They're all doing it.
Yeah, see, matching.

516
00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:40,776
Fashionable, aren't
you, bab? Mm-hm.

517
00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:43,816
You are. You look
beautiful. Thank you.

518
00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:45,016
Yeah, she does.

519
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:46,816
You should tell her a bit more.

520
00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:47,880
Ah...

521
00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:51,440
I tell her enough
actually. Do you?

522
00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:54,536
Don't really like your
tone, mate, if I'm honest.

523
00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:57,216
Oh, Adam. OK. Just
stop this now.

524
00:28:57,240 --> 00:29:00,536
All I ask when people
come into this house,

525
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:04,496
is don't bring kind of
negativity, you know?

526
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:06,896
That's what we're trying
to build here, aren't we?

527
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,496
Are you saying I'm being
negative? Well, yeah.

528
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,256
And this is, you know...

529
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:13,856
We open our home to people who
want to be happy, you know, not...

530
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:16,016
We're happy. Are you trying
to say we're not happy?

531
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:19,376
It's not like that, it's just...
You don't talk like you're happy.

532
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:22,096
You don't talk to her
like she makes you happy.

533
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:24,536
Oh, you're telling me how to
treat my missus now, are you?

534
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:27,016
No, but, I mean, if I was you...
Barry. You know what I mean.

535
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,816
If you was with my missus, you'd
what? Obviously not, but if she's...

536
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:32,376
No, Adam. Want me to tell you what
I'd do if I was with your missus?

537
00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:35,656
Is that the conversation you want to have?
He's not saying that. It sounds like it.

538
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:38,616
No, no... No, I'm not. I'm just saying
she's a really nice woman and...

539
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,656
Yeah, I know she is. Thank you.
Well, then treat her like that.

540
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:44,336
And I don't fucking appreciate
your... No, no, no. No, I don't.

541
00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:47,176
Adam, he didn't mean it. If he's got
something he wants to say, say it.

542
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:50,896
But he doesn't get your sense of humour. Don't
hide in your fucking barbecue. I'm not hiding.

543
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:52,216
Listen, just calm down.

544
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:54,056
OK, just calm down.
I'm calm, I'm calm.

545
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:57,416
Sorry. Listen, calm down. I
know, it's fine. It's fine.

546
00:29:57,440 --> 00:29:59,456
Do you know what, Ava, we
need to go anyway. Yeah.

547
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:01,096
You, like... You
seem really stressed.

548
00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:04,176
No, not stressed. Everything's
absolutely fine. Well, he looks stressed,

549
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:07,616
and we don't need it around the baby. Don't
tell me if I'm fucking stressed or not.

550
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:10,616
All right? No, I've had enough of his
fucking... Calm down, Adam, please.

551
00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:12,496
Please, don't swear.
What? Not in my house.

552
00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:13,736
OK, you can leave.

553
00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:18,656
You can leave if that's how you're going to be.
OK, we'll go. Yeah, we'll fucking leave. All right.

554
00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:20,176
Cheers for the beer. Yeah.

555
00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:23,256
Do you know what, it's fine.
We'll do it another time.

556
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:25,736
I'm not feeling very well.
I'm sorry. It's just a downer.

557
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:27,176
I'm so sorry.

558
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:28,256
Don't worry about it.

559
00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,856
No, you know what...
No, no, no, no, no, no!

560
00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:33,576
I'm telling you, you're not
doing that. [BARRY LAUGHS]

561
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:36,496
He's fucking laughing at me! No,
Adam! Are you laughing at me?!

562
00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:38,456
Please, Barry. Leave it.
Will you just stop it?

563
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:40,976
Come on. Adam? Barry? That's
enough of that. For God's sake.

564
00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:43,536
Please, I don't need it. I don't
need it. How old are you both?

565
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:46,576
Are you going to be all right? It's a
barbecue, Adam. I'm absolutely fine.

566
00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:49,456
It's not a pub in deepest darkest
Nottingham. All right, Barry.

567
00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:51,416
Adam, get in the car. I
didn't cause that fucker.

568
00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:53,560
I'm not saying you did.
Just get in the fucking car.

569
00:30:55,160 --> 00:30:57,856
Fucking prick. Honestly, Barry,
please don't. No, Barry, don't.

570
00:30:57,880 --> 00:30:59,176
It wouldn't fucking happen.

571
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:02,576
I'm so sorry. Come to the
fucking car. No, no, no, no, no.

572
00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:06,056
Right. Fuck off, will you? What's he coming
up to the car for? Why are you fronting up?

573
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:08,536
He's not fronting up. Come on,
leave it. OK? Leave it. Come on.

574
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:10,896
Nic, are you going to be all
right? I'm absolutely fine.

575
00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:12,336
Are you sure? Yes.
She'll be fine.

576
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:15,136
I haven't been called
out since I was a kid.

577
00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:17,376
What's the matter with him?

578
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:20,136
What the fuck are you doing? Just
fucking drive. I'm sick of it.

579
00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:22,896
What the hell is going on? He's been
a fucking knob since I got here.

580
00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:24,936
No, he hasn't. He's been
perfectly fucking fine.

581
00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:27,736
He's been perfectly fucking perving
on you. He has not been perving.

582
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:30,480
What the fuck is wrong
with you? Whatever.

583
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:36,560
I've got a problem.

584
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:42,560
I know I have.

585
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:48,440
I'm so...

586
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:51,720
I've got issues that
need sorting out.

587
00:31:56,720 --> 00:31:58,536
I just get so jealous.

588
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:00,280
And I get so angry.

589
00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,880
I don't know why. I don't
know where it comes from.

590
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:06,736
But it just fucking
eats me up, man,

591
00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:09,336
and my head is spinning
and I just see red.

592
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:12,696
And I know it's
ridiculous. And I know

593
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:15,856
that it's irrational. I just...

594
00:32:15,880 --> 00:32:17,120
I don't know what to do.

595
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:20,840
Everything gets to me.

596
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:25,616
Men talking to you,
the clothes you wear...

597
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:26,936
The...

598
00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:28,160
Everything.

599
00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:32,040
I have to hold so much in.

600
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:36,576
Even when you just leave the
house, I fucking prang out.

601
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:39,376
[HE BREATHES HEAVILY]

602
00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:41,520
I...

603
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:45,720
I know it's me.

604
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:05,256
What do you want me to
do to make this better?

605
00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:08,336
However you think I should deal
with the situation, I'll do it.

606
00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:10,520
[HE BREATHES HEAVILY]

607
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:18,576
I don't... I don't enjoy
upsetting you, babe, honestly.

608
00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:20,080
I don't mean to do that.

609
00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:23,120
That's never my intention.

610
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:39,920
[CRASHING]

611
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:44,656
Adam, please, will you stop
following me around the house?

612
00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:45,816
Are you enjoying this?

613
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:47,656
I just...

614
00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:49,336
Just stop following me.

615
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:50,776
It's weird.

616
00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:52,696
This is fucking weird.

617
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:54,656
You can see I'm upset.

618
00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:56,016
Just fucking ignoring me.

619
00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:57,856
Do you think that's the
best thing to do, is it?

620
00:33:57,880 --> 00:33:59,856
I've nothing to
say to you, Adam.

621
00:33:59,880 --> 00:34:01,816
I don't feel sad or upset.

622
00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:05,160
I just... feel... like I have
nothing left to say to you.

623
00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:09,856
Great. So, just best if...

624
00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:11,816
So, that's it, then, is it?

625
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,456
If that's how you feel, then that
may as well be it then, really. OK.

626
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:17,496
If that's what...

627
00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:19,056
If that's what you think.

628
00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:21,536
Well, it's obviously what you
think. That's where your head's at.

629
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:24,816
I just want peace, Adam. I just
want some peace. I just want

630
00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:25,920
some time

631
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,200
to not have to deal
with your shit.

632
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:37,296
You know, you're not feeling
well, it's your problem.

633
00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:39,200
You, you, you, all the time.

634
00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:42,800
So I'm staying out of your way.

635
00:34:57,400 --> 00:34:59,216
Where are you going?

636
00:34:59,240 --> 00:35:00,360
Huh?

637
00:35:01,840 --> 00:35:03,296
What you doing?

638
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,040
I'm going away for a bit.

639
00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:07,040
We need some space.

640
00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:20,176
What are you...? Are you
leaving me? No, I'm...

641
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:24,536
I've just spoke to my mum. I'm going
to go and stay with her for a few

642
00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:26,776
days, weeks, whatever
this takes to get this...

643
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:30,240
Please, don't. Please. No, no, Adam.
Don't give me, "Please, don't."

644
00:35:33,920 --> 00:35:35,496
I can't not have you here.

645
00:35:35,520 --> 00:35:38,056
I've spoke to my mum, so I
don't want it to seem weird.

646
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:41,096
So I'm going to have to go for
at least a few days and I need...

647
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:42,496
I actually need it, Adam.

648
00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:46,416
Like, just remember, like,
how I feel in this situation.

649
00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:47,976
Please, just stay.

650
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:50,080
We'll just... We'll
just talk it through.

651
00:35:51,240 --> 00:35:52,616
Can't we?

652
00:35:52,640 --> 00:35:55,600
I don't think now is the right
time to talk. Yeah, but...

653
00:36:02,240 --> 00:36:03,536
Please.

654
00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:05,056
Baby, Nicky.

655
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:06,120
Please.

656
00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:09,976
I can't cope. I won't be able
to cope. I can't. You will.

657
00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,096
You'll be fine. Adam, please.
I'm begging you... I can't.

658
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,296
Don't do this to me. I
promise you. I'm begging you.

659
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:18,016
Don't do this. I don't feel right
in my head. I don't feel well.

660
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:19,400
I won't be able to do this.

661
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:22,360
I can't even think about it.

662
00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:26,200
Please, I just want to sort it.
Let me sort it. I just want to...

663
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:29,800
I can't.

664
00:36:31,720 --> 00:36:33,200
Let me just go for one night.

665
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:35,536
Just one night, Adam.

666
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,816
Just be silent. Just think
about what you're doing.

667
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:39,176
Think about what we're doing.

668
00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:42,856
Think about where this is going
to end up if this carries on.

669
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,080
Just let me go for
one night, then.

670
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:48,296
And I'll text you in the
morning and we can talk

671
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:50,696
and we can have a
proper conversation.

672
00:36:50,720 --> 00:36:54,336
I don't want to talk to you while
you're like this. Don't leave me.

673
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:57,496
I'm not leaving you. I just
need some fucking space.

674
00:36:57,520 --> 00:36:58,576
I can't cope without you.

675
00:36:58,600 --> 00:36:59,856
I don't want to do this.

676
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:01,816
I don't want to
do this any more.

677
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:04,256
[HE BREATHES HEAVILY]

678
00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:06,376
[HE SNIFFLES]

679
00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:07,440
If I can't...

680
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:10,576
If I can't have
you, then I'm not...

681
00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:12,736
I don't... There's no point.

682
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,736
Oh, God, don't do
this. There isn't.

683
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:18,656
There isn't any point. What's the
point? I don't have anybody, yeah.

684
00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:19,776
Please don't do this.

685
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:23,400
I don't have anybody,
do I? I only have you.

686
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:28,256
Adam, I'm not
saying... Listen, shh.

687
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:31,120
I don't want you
talking like that. OK?

688
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,680
It just scares me.

689
00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:39,080
[HE BREATHES RAGGEDLY] I'm
only asking you for one night.

690
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:42,800
Oh, God.

691
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:46,256
Please don't go. OK.

692
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:48,960
Please. OK. I won't go.

693
00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:54,160
[THEY BREATHE RAGGEDLY]

694
00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:17,056
I'm really sorry
about Sunday, Ava.

695
00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:19,136
I don't know what was
going on with Adam.

696
00:38:19,160 --> 00:38:21,096
God knows what's
going on in his head.

697
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:22,720
Yeah. It's OK.

698
00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:26,800
I do love him.

699
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:29,416
I can tell you do.

700
00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:30,480
I can tell.

701
00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:33,056
Yeah.

702
00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:35,480
I'm lucky, we both are.

703
00:38:37,240 --> 00:38:38,600
Aren't we? Yeah.

704
00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:42,096
Yeah, really lucky.

705
00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:45,696
It's just so nice to say what
you mean, and mean what you say.

706
00:38:45,720 --> 00:38:48,880
Yeah, yeah... and know that
they mean it as well. Yep, yeah.

707
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:54,256
And you see people, and you
look at them and you think,

708
00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:55,936
"God, that looks
hard." Mm, yeah.

709
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,960
And for a change,
it's not you. Yeah.

710
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:02,216
And it makes a difference,
doesn't it? Yeah.

711
00:39:02,240 --> 00:39:05,216
Like wherever he is, or wherever you
are... Yeah, yeah... in the room,

712
00:39:05,240 --> 00:39:07,416
it's just, you're just...
No-one's pretending,

713
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:10,936
and you're not trying to put
on a show for other people.

714
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:12,080
I hate that.

715
00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:15,976
Yeah.

716
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,560
Or pretending it's all
right, when it's not. Yeah.

717
00:39:20,720 --> 00:39:24,496
You know when you feel it, and you
go, "I feel like it's for ever?"

718
00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:25,920
Yeah. Yeah.

719
00:39:27,320 --> 00:39:28,640
Like, I can't see.

720
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,080
I can't see my life
without him. Mm.

721
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:36,536
No, no, it's good, it's lovely.
Oh, I'm so happy for you, babe.

722
00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:38,616
Anyway, it'll be you soon.
Hey, stop saying that.

723
00:39:38,640 --> 00:39:40,936
It will, you'll be next.
It's all about you now.

724
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:45,176
I know, but I can hear wedding bells
for you, I can, it'll be lovely.

725
00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:47,296
Two married old ladies.

726
00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:49,280
Right, see you soon.
See you in a bit, babe.

727
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:40,280
[DOOR OPENS AND
FOOTSTEPS APPROACH]

728
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:45,080
Ta.

729
00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:57,096
You OK, darling?

730
00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:59,136
Mm.

731
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:01,056
Do you want me to run
you a bath or anything?

732
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:02,120
No.

733
00:41:04,520 --> 00:41:06,096
We're OK now, though, right,

734
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:08,560
you don't need to talk
about anything? No.

735
00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:11,360
[SHE TAKES A DEEP BREATH]

736
00:41:17,720 --> 00:41:18,920
Talk to me, darling.

737
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,280
You know, I'm all right now, and

738
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:30,280
we're going to be good now,
we're going to be better.

739
00:41:32,240 --> 00:41:34,040
It's just...

740
00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:36,200
[SHE EXHALES]

741
00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:39,600
I can't.

742
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,456
I can't just act like
everything's all right, Adam.

743
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:47,120
I just can't keep doing this.

744
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,880
It's not, it's not all right.

745
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:54,240
I'm not happy.

746
00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:57,280
[SHE EXHALES]

747
00:41:59,960 --> 00:42:01,680
You don't make me happy.

748
00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:10,840
And you just think that

749
00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:14,976
we're all right now, don't you?

750
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,656
You think you can just carry
on as normal, and I can't.

751
00:42:18,680 --> 00:42:22,776
But as long as you feel like
you're all right, we're all right.

752
00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:25,360
If you need me to help you
do anything or... Do what?

753
00:42:26,520 --> 00:42:28,456
I don't know, what
do you need me to...

754
00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:32,096
If you'd have helped me,
Adam, you'd have let me go.

755
00:42:32,120 --> 00:42:33,200
But you didn't

756
00:42:34,320 --> 00:42:37,376
because you threatened
me with guilt

757
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:39,280
that if I leave, you die.

758
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:48,376
This isn't what love
should feel like, Adam.

759
00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:49,440
This isn't it.

760
00:42:56,800 --> 00:43:04,800
[PIANO MELODY PLAYS]

761
00:43:39,240 --> 00:43:41,160
[SPEECH DROWNED BY MUSIC]

762
00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:05,920
[BIRDS CHIRP]

763
00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:15,000
[CHILDREN PLAY NEARBY]

764
00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,960
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